Lifes soooo random

Well I woke up this morning with Trites beside me so he must have came home prtty late cuz I went to bed around 3:30am. He said he was playing pool with Killiker at Dooleys...yea right. They probably went to the Hoedeo or some shit. Whatever..I have besen in a pretty shitty mood all day. Trites hasnt really been helping a lot with chores and stuff hes just been cranky with me which is really making me upset. I might be pregnant which makes me very happy but scared too. I dont wanna be stuck alone raising two kids. Cody is teething rite now and is also really cranky and I feel bad cuz hes in pain...but c'est la vie. I gave him a few chewables so that should help him sleep. I am soo stressed about everything, coder, having to move on such a short notice, money, trites attitude, everything. I am ready to hit rock bottom. I got social workers up my as for absolutly nothing. Its just all to much to handle. And trites is so hot n cold..One minute he'll be right mean the next hes back to the old loving trites, it scares me cuz then he wants another baby, which will ad more challenges. I am afraid he might just bail (not leave me just be gone all the time). All I know is i am PUMPED to go to our first meeting with our couples coucillor. I cant wait i have so much to say and no one to tell. Our appt;s are seperate at first and then eventually together. I now it will help if we both take it serious and give our all. Trites goes back to go back to court on feb 26th, i am stressed bout that to. I am gonna write a victimm impact statement ((the crown wouldnt accept my original letter so i have to do it this way). I just pray he dont go to jail but its hard to say, i cant see it but then again who knows? Well one bonus is if he goes he will be really built lol...and maybe it will open his eyes some more. I g2g for now we are going to Nannys tonight to sleep over. I have a lot of calls too make tomo. And Trites starts work tomo first day (the job i got him:) ttyl xoxoxo BABYGURL